Waif

You make me feel high,
You make me feel low.
You make me believe I can fly,
Then you knock me out, slow.
You catch me when I fall
And make me feel safe,
Then you make my life stall
By treating me like a waif.

Sad

Wandering around in wilderness,
feeling a little less,
life's in a mess,
Crowded by lonliness.
Stay away from me,
leave me misery,
you don't deserve to be,
sad or unhappy.

Rat-a-tat-a-tatted

He came calling one night,
I was sick, so I told him
To come sometime another,
He stood there knocking.

Rat tat tat, rat tat tat,
I was too tired,
Too much in pain,
To let someone in again.

He told me his name,
And why he came.
I looked at him in sorrow
As I thought of tomorrow.

He said I could escape,
He could get rid of my sorrow.
He could take away my pain,
Only if I could trust him again.

He would he said 'finish it off instantly',
A perfect end, brought imperfectly.
I would've take him on my side,
Only that he was called suicide.
So, I just rat-a-tat-a-tatted him away.

You loved me

You loved me for who I was,
You wanted me to be someone i'm not,
You left me because I wasn't the same anymore.

Swallow Me Whole

Life without a goal,
An empty soul,
Oh Earth, Open up and swallow me whole.